jyeahh , accept the truth

i'm doing so much better without him. i had this epiphany, things are going so GREAT and maybe it's because he's gone and not a part of my life anymore? i really hope so. but really, he made me so much stronger and i don't need a boy to make me happy.i still love him, but the feelings are slowly fading.believe me when i say you changed me for the better. from now on i look at love differently. i will no longer throw the word around and i will no longer fall for it so easily. i will be careful with my heart so it doesn't break again, for if it does it may never come back. i thank you for making me realize i have my own two feet i can stand on, and i don't need a man to make me proud of myself. i know you thought i would not take this well and crawl back to you the second i got a chance, but i'm stronger. and this is my new challenge and i will defeat it. thanks for helping me realize i'm strong on my own. i'm happy now. i'm not holding on to false hope that we'll be together , i'm not fooling myself anymore. and it just feels so good that i can tell myself the truth. i've never needed you. in fact, i'm better off without you.